The Test of Faith
When my wife was diagnosed with breast cancer, my first reaction was similar to Job’s initial response to his trials – stunned silence followed by deep contemplation. As believers, we often find ourselves asking, “Why, Lord?” Yet, as I’ve meditated on Scripture during these challenging days, I’ve come to understand this journey through a different lens.
The Valley of Shadows
“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” (Psalm 23:4)
This verse has taken on new meaning for our family. The diagnosis felt like entering that valley David wrote about. Yet, notice that David speaks of walking “through” the valley, not staying in it. This is a passage, not a destination. Just as God led David, He is leading us through our own valley.
Finding Peace in the Storm
Like the disciples in the boat during the storm (Mark 4:35-41), we initially felt overwhelmed by the waves of fear and uncertainty. But just as Jesus calmed those waters, we’ve experienced His peace in remarkable ways. The tumor was caught early – a 7mm mass, described as “well-behaved” by the doctors. We see this as God’s grace manifested through modern medicine.
The Body of Christ in Action
“Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.” (Galatians 6:2)
The response of our church family has been overwhelming. We’ve witnessed the body of Christ functioning as Paul described – each member playing their part. Some bring meals, others offer prayers, and still others share their own stories of survival. This interconnected support system reminds us of how God designed His church to function.
Learning from Biblical Examples
Hannah’s Prayer
Hannah’s earnest prayers at the temple remind us of the power of persistent prayer. Like her, we’ve learned to pour out our hearts before the Lord, holding nothing back.
Hezekiah’s Response
When King Hezekiah received news of his illness, he “turned his face to the wall and prayed to the LORD” (2 Kings 20:2). His immediate response wasn’t to consult his advisors or despair, but to turn to God. We’ve tried to follow this example.
Paul’s Thorn
Paul’s perspective on his “thorn in the flesh” (2 Corinthians 12:7-10) has been particularly meaningful. Through this trial, we’re learning that God’s grace is indeed sufficient, and His power is made perfect in our weakness.
The Ministry of Suffering
“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.” (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
Already, we see how God is using this journey to minister to others. Our story has opened doors to share God’s faithfulness with:
- Other families facing similar diagnoses
- Those struggling with fear and uncertainty
- People questioning God’s goodness in difficult times
Finding Purpose in Pain
Like Joseph, who declared to his brothers, “You meant evil against me, but God meant it for good” (Genesis 50:20), we believe God can use even cancer for His purposes. We’ve seen this through:
- Deepened Faith
- Our prayer life has intensified
- Scripture has become more precious
- Our dependence on God has grown
- Strengthened Relationships
- Our marriage has drawn closer
- Family bonds have deepened
- Church connections have strengthened
- New Ministry Opportunities
- Sharing our testimony
- Comforting others in similar situations
- Demonstrating faith in trials
Practical Faith Lessons
This journey has taught us several key spiritual principles:
- The Power of Present Faith
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow…” (Matthew 6:34)
- Learning to trust God one day at time
- Finding daily manna of grace
- Focusing on today’s battles rather than tomorrow’s wars
- The Importance of Community
“Two are better than one… for if they fall, one will lift up his fellow.” (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10)
- Accepting help from others
- Sharing our struggles openly
- Allowing others to serve
- The Reality of God’s Presence
“Be strong and courageous… for it is the LORD your God who goes with you.” (Deuteronomy 31:6)
- Experiencing God’s comfort in tangible ways
- Sensing His guidance in medical decisions
- Feeling His peace in uncertain moments
Moving Forward in Faith
As we face upcoming treatments and uncertain days, we hold onto several biblical truths:
- God’s Sovereignty
“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good…” (Romans 8:28) - His Faithful Presence
“I will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5) - The Power of Hope
“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing…” (Romans 15:13)
A Call to Faith
For others facing similar trials, we offer these biblical encouragements:
- Turn to Prayer First
“Cast your burden on the LORD, and he will sustain you.” (Psalm 55:22) - Stay in Community
“Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another.” (Proverbs 27:17) - Keep Eternal Perspective
“For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison.” (2 Corinthians 4:17)
Conclusion
This cancer diagnosis has become our own burning bush – a place where we’ve encountered God in unexpected ways. Like Moses, we’re learning to take off our shoes and recognize that even this ground is holy because God is present here.
We don’t know what the future holds, but we know Who holds the future. As we continue this journey, we choose to echo Job’s words of faith: “Though he slay me, I will hope in him” (Job 13:15).
May our story encourage others to see their trials through the lens of faith, finding purpose in pain and hope in hardship. For as Paul reminded us, “We walk by faith, not by sight” (2 Corinthians 5:7).
“But they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.” – Isaiah 40:31
